Sunday, April 26, 2009

::Holiday::

I think i am gonna label today as the official first day of holiday. Then....i take a look at the stuff i need to do...oh well...my schedule for the next week is tight already..but this is definitely better than school anytime....

Hmm...think i'll only be completely free after Uni-YA camp....i mean...until the next round of work flows in-Matric Season...

Three months sounds quite long...but suddenly it seems like gonna fly by me quite fast. Which i don't mind at all, the emptiness of "what am i gonna do now?" for the past few days is quite scary actually...

So, if anyone have anything that u want me to help, please don't hesitate to let me know.haha.
Just now also searching online for online paid surveys those kinda things, think it will be a good way to earn fast cash,just that quite worry will stumbled upon those scam websites...

Was browsing through those jobs portal also...hm...very hard to find jobs eh i realized. First of all, a lot of them required a long period of working hours, some over the weekends..Secondly, most of them only want Singaporens or Singapore PR..Thirdly, most also want people with job experience.

Sian =.=

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

::Exam (II)::

This exam is not over, and it has proven itself to be a testimony to lives touches by God and wonders done in His name. Hmm...how do i even start?

1. Lives touches by God-

Yesterday was Eng Seng and Kuang Ting's Bday. I'm so happy and glad to be able to celebrate their birthday with them. Kuang Ting shared also about how his life is totally changed in just a one year time. How can i thank YOU enough for thsi chance to share their joy with them? And to think that i am also part fo this joy, it is just...beyond words...

2. Wonders done in His name-

Anyone want to know how miracles and wonders happen? It is done by people who seek Him sincerely and ernestly, and by His grace that He has chosen to shower all these blessings upon His children. Prayers is powerful, never underestimate it as just another religious ritual.

Just last Saturday, i was telling God how tired i was, and how reluctant i was to go to tuition the next day. And Voila, during service, i received a message from my tuition kid's mum saying that they would like to cancel the tuition the next day. It is truly what it meant as: For your Father know what you need before you ask Him. (Matthew 6:8) I thank God for blessing me ever so generously, and indeed i had used that Sunday studying for my next paper, which turns out to be very useful.

Then Monday morning i have my second-last exam, there was this question that i had memorised all the important points, but just dunno why i just can't remember the final point. Then i remember something - just Pray. i know this sounds exaggerating, but, the moment i open my eyes and stared at the paper again, i know the answer. That moment i was sitting there all smiley-face and just feel like wanna laugh very loudly cuz it's so cute..

Yesterday, Ying Jie and i went to the Sports Hall cuz want to pray for Hai Yin before her exam, and behold...Hai Yin was not there when we reach, why? cause she say she don't want to go for that paper already. Ying Jie and i quite stunt, but anyway, she'll have another paper today and we jsut hope that we'll be able to pray for her today. Actually i just came back from praying for her, and Ying Jie and i super happy and amazed cause we nearly missed her and thus missed the chance to pray for her..God timing is really perfect. =)

BTW, congrats to Eva, it's her 8th month spiritual Birthday!! WooPeey!!

Tomorrow shall be the last day of my exam, super excited!! haha...HOLIDAY

Thursday, April 16, 2009

::Exam::

It's the week of exam, and i have so so much to blog about! But have been refraining myself to blog about it cuz need to focus on my exam..heehee..

Have been very very stress for the past week until just now 6.30pm. Yet at the same time this is the happiest exam that i has ever went through in my entire short-19-year of life (not yet bday,so still 19 ok??)

Wanna thx everyone that has blessed me so much throughout this exam period!! With prayers, encouragements, as well as small gifts, it warms my heart.... =)

Just now i was at the climax of my stress-- haven't finish studying for french, my core module dunno what's going on, and i lost my matric card.... But when i look to God, suddenly everything fall into place...and i'm just really very grateful that i have pull through 3 of my toughest paper, the result good or bad, i dunno, but what i do know is i have given my best..And i think this is a form of thanking God as well for His faitfulness in evry aspect of my life.

What reli made me let go of my unnecesary stress and look to God???-------The answer IS-------- (drum roll please!)--A song! haha...sounds lame, but it's true.

I think a song is more than a song when it ment something in your heart, and this song gives me the faith and the strength i needed just in time...This song is----Love Enough.


Your love’s enough to see the broken hearts
Gain a brand new start with a brand new heart
As the faithful hope in things unseen
You’re enough to see all the things they dream
Come to life

We’re living in the Saviour today
And this day is what we have now
In this moment we have chosen to praise
And it’s changing how we live now

Your love it broke my fall
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

This love will see me soar
It’s more than enough and I need it
‘Cause I’ve never known better
And I’ll never know better

Your love’s enough to see the humbled man
Find the cause of Christ
With his outstretched hands
As the cripple grabs his mat to walk
You’re enough to save him from the pain he bore

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
My life is now secure

My Saviour
You’ll never let me go
And in Your hands my future’s brighter

I just feel like God is speaking to me with the first paragraph in this song. Last time my exam results are quite good, but what are they compared to the new heart and new life i have now?? Last time i have results but no life, going through exams after exams without knowing what am i doing...and i NEVER wanna go back to that ever again. WooHoo!! Thank God for this exam period..

Monday, April 13, 2009

::Easter::

Happy Easter Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My First Easter Celebration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Went to Suntec just now, i'm so glad that i've choosen to go despite 2 days till my first exam paper, it's a very great experience, now is 2.37am, and i'm gonna study until the sun comes up today. waoh! one year ago it is so unimaginable that i am gonna be so hardworking. =)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

::Experience::

We were taught in Communication Studies that perception and experience shapes the reality that we all live in, and thus, the "truth" human believe in. Of course i don't want to argue what is "truth" here, that argument has been over-debated.

I just wanna make sense of all my experience lately. I suddenly think that this is rather important. This morning, i received news that my uncle at Sabah has just passed away. A cluster of emotions filled my heart. I am not close to my uncle, but death is always unbearable, regardless of how close or far i am from that person. This is also the third death in my family since last year. And only last weekend that i was suddenly reminded by my grandparents' deaths, and now this.

Like last week i was burdened by the fact that my grandparents didn't have the chance to know God before they died. And it burdened me even more that my family don't know God also, the sense of urgency was planted in my heart, but i knew ultimately, God is sovereign above all.

So when i heard the new that my uncle has passed away, i thank God that at least he came to know Christ just before he died. Ying Jie [my newly appointed Buddy] told me that He belongs to the Lord now, and i will see him in heaven one day, this really comforted me a lot.

And all these experiences point me to this direction:
Luke 17:30-35

30"It will be just like this on the day the Son of Man is revealed.
31On that day no one who is on the roof of his house, with his goods inside, should go down to get them. Likewise, no one in the field should go back for anything.
32
Remember Lot's wife!
33
Whoever tries to keep his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will preserve it.
34I tell you, on that night two people will be in one bed; one will be taken and the other left. 35Two women will be grinding grain together; one will be taken and the other left."

There will be much rejoicing in heaven one day, and with this hope i will continue this walk.