::Building::

Went to textile centre for District Meet this tuesday night...

very thankful for the time.

As i am standing there during Praise and Worship, once again was very touched by the significant of this place. Every inch of this building is built by sacrifices of people in my family.

The last amazement comes when i finally see the most special and awesome and amazing thing about this building.

It's covered by the Blood of the Lamb. Every last inch of it...

Waoh, personally, i think that's powerful, and that's what gonna move this church.

::Marriage::

Another of my friend just got married, it's so unfortunate that once again i wasn't able to attend a wedding..

Scrolling through the photos in facebook.

Getting married suddenly feels quite scary,i look at their happy faces and think to myself: waoh this is it then? one person that you'll gonna see every single day for the rest of 50 years. Waoh that's scary.

now this is really faith..

...........................still scary..lolx

::Old::

Nat brought my stuff over just now..i love looking at my photo albums..reminded by my old days..

i love reminiscing the past! LOL (sign of getting old)

and manage to dig up my old blog as well! i was really stupid back then...
anyway, if you are interested of who is Seow Yen Nie before she received Christ, i now give you the permission to look at my old blog..

cassieseow.blog.friendster.com

i can't stop you from judging my old self, but hopefully some will see that i am indeed changed, as i am convinced that i am..

:)

::Friends::

Church friends fall into a weird category in my life. i dont' particularly like them, don't particularly hate them...with most of them i have nothing in common...yet i can't imagine my life without them..

friends..i have had more than a couple of them in the brief 21 years of my life..i hang out with people i liked..people who liked me..and people who think alike as me [there's less than less people that falls into this category]...some of them grew apart, i kinda expected i will never see them again for the rest of my life..some of them are so far away, try as i may to maintain the friendship, i still fear that one day they will become one of the statistic for the previous category...

but.. people in church...

we kinda just suddenly become friends the moment we step through the door of heaven.
no "exploration" stage, no "settling down" stage...

it's not that i don't like them, i like them for who they are..but..it's not like other friends that i like them for what they do or don't do.

i kinda expect that even if we grew apart, i will see these friends from church for the rest of my life and until eternity...never see their face ever again? that thought seldom cross my mind...and on the few rare occassions that it did, it's definately not because we have "grew apart".

people come..people leave...
church is such a place...

people come..people stay...
heaven is such a place...

i pray innocently and over-positively that none will leave from now on, i want to selfishly see them for the rest of my life and eternity....i am young and excusable for such thoughts still...i dunno if i can still be so innocent 30 years down the road...

there's this saying that if you think you are standing strong today, be even more aware that you don't fall tomorrow.

i still believe that i don't fall into this category..

i believe that no matter what bad things crash me hard in life, i will hold on to Jesus regardless.

how can you leave? how can you turn away when you have tasted Heaven? I cannot.
To deny after you have tasted Heaven, life itself will look like Hell.

30 years down the road, i want to be a naggy mum, a noisy aunt, a devoted child of God.

::Clumsy::

those who know me well knows that i am a CLUMSY person..here's some of my records:

1. broke a glass in KBox cuz i jump around while singing and my hand just dunno how swept across the table and the glass shattered. I put the glass cup back on the table and pretend nth happened and walk out of KBox. Sorry KBox.
2. i was touching the christmas deco in one of those very expensive branded apperal shop, onw of the christmas ball dropped and roll across the floor with the salesgirl staring at me.
3. i always dripped sauce on my shirt. Gerard can testify to this, he once counted how many times i dropped food onto myself while eating.
4. i tried a ring in a shop before and the whole top part broke when i try to take the ring out.
5. i lost a tshirt in the washing machine, yah i dunno what happened.
6. etc. etc. etc.

The point is, i m so clumsy!

today i paid the consequence, literally.

i walked into a gift shop, Precious Thought; touched one of the small box; it dropped; roll across the floor; i paid

:(

one week of allowance gone.

why am i me?