::Third::

This is the third week of school

Chinese New Year is just around the corner...as usual, i don't feel much for it, mainly due to the fact that i'm always being the "vase" when i went to people's houses..it's all the same old thing year after year--eat,drink,talk,watch others do stuff, "vase-ing"...

But i really hope that this year's CNY will be different, despite all the projects and assignment need to be done, i really wanna celebrate this new year meaningfully with my "family" here in Singapore...

Another week has passed, there's so much i wanna Thank God, for all that in my life~
Thanks for the people, my family, my friends....
Thanks for talking to me, showing me, listening to me....
Thanks for providing me, guiding me....

Fear has always held me back from doing and saying a lot of stuff..
Fear of opinions, perceptions, flaws...

Thanks for taking away my Fear as well....

Yet, my Joy is not complete, for even when i do not fear, it still brought me down when the outcome is not to my favour,or rather, it's what people said to me or about me that really makes the different...

::Busy::

Waoh~This is just the second week, yet suddenly feel like there's a lot of stuff going on, a lot of things need to be done...As usual, i'm NOT those very task-oriented people, i tend to only decide the plan for my day the moment i wake up, there's certainly some pros and cons to this, so i'm learning to do some planning ahead of time, this way, i will be more organised, yet still be flexible enough..

My personal feel is that, i do not like to restraint or confined myself to a certain model, i really prefer to allow the day blow me to the right direction, those who are higly organised may find this "disturbing" or whatever, but a lot of time, the wind will blow me toward unexpected surprises in life, presenting me with new opportunities, which is quite fun actually =]

This is the day the Lord has made, so i shall rejoice in it! =p

BTW,
These two verses speaks very strongly to me lately--
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see god. Matthew5:8
you are the light of the world, a city on a hill cannot be hidden. Matthew 5:14

Do i have the pure heart that i so wish i could have?
Am i being the light of the world that cannot be hidden?
Am i being the testimonial of God's Love for all the nations that people find themselves drawn to me because they see God working in my life??

::New::

Happy New Year!! WooHoo~~ I'm back in Singapore!! Today is a very tiring day indeed!! after i reach Johor airport straight jump into the cab and then allllllllllll the way down to NTU...then after that i spent the whole afternoon cleaning my room...Gosh!!! have no idea the lot of dust that manage to move in to my room just in one month time...

Anyway...then i met up with YanYu, Jing Ying, Jing Ting, Zach, Qi Min and Yang Chao...have a wonderful time at dinner...[and thx for all the warm welcome also dears.. ^^] Very happy to get to know Yang Chao..Really looking forward to many more time to spend with you all as the semester starts...

Oh well...school is round the conner...guess this semester i REALLY need to put in more effort to do revisions..due to...erm...consequences i suffered from last sem =p

As i flew across the ocean and bid farewell to Sabah...I realized the one-month test i set up for myself have come to an end also...And i m very happy to announce that i didn't waste my stay at Sabah and i'm trully grateful for everything that has happened there, not forgeting also all my dear friends who are there and have encouraged me a lot [without even knowing it i think]

As the year 2009 starts..i can't wait to hop onto this ride and see where it will take me....the air is filled with new possibilities and exciting adventures waiting for me...just as how i have predicted 2008 would be at the start of last year...but man! i never knew at 1st Jan 2008 how awesome the journey would be!

So, here's a toast for the amazing year ahead!!!!!
WooHoo!!!!!!!!!!