::Treasure::

But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal.

Matthew6:20

We often quote this as a joke or a passing comment.

But I really wonder what our treasures will be.

I' m sure I'm not alone in this, you may have imagine before also how glorious heaven's gonna look like with all the good food and good furniture and good ambiance and all that.

But what is/will be my greatest treasure?

That I will be able to stand in adoration in front of Him. For what treasure in heaven or earth can be compared to being in the presence of my King forever?

::Rest II::

yah that was my evil twin typing for my last post..
it's like Jessica in the show Heroes. just that this evil twin doesn't have super power...oh well, guess some evil twin can't even contribute..

haha..that's a joke..i hope you realize i am just being random.

Anyway..Hello to the normal Cassie again..
well...the normal isn't the exact opposite of the evil one, meaning she's not an angel..so..
This sounds like a "fail" joke...the evil one not so evil, the good one not so good also...man, at least excel in one lah...hahaha...

OH yah..oops i digress again..haha..reminded me of my professor who keep saying he'll digress at least twice every lecture...

OH man..here i go digressing again..by now you must really have hated me or loved me..
either for wasting your time or fro bringing you a laughter...

[hmm..did i just digress again??? evil twin help me out here..]

So, this is what i wanna blog about actually..

For the past two days after staring hard at myself, i realize i have two extreme but mutually inclusive sides in me..

the not so devilish evil side, and the not so angelic good side.

And when the skeptic evil inside of me starts to take control..i realize i turn into a cold-blooded stone..

And when the faith-filled good side of me starts to take control..i realize this is one i want to be and this is who i am..not the lie the evil twin has turned me into...

I am at peace now..things seems clearer..but as i said, they are mutually inclusive..i know i am not an angel no matter how hard i tried..the ugly part of me is still me and i wanna embrace myself and not condemning it..i'll embrace and be graced, and hopefully come out a tiny tiny little bit more "angelic"

::Rest::

Yes, i am the slackest student in the whole of Singapore island. It's not as if i purposely make myself into one.

so..i thought this mean some time of rest for me..when i can just slack for one week or so..

But, it seems like the world is determine to frustrate me.

This is one of those moments i wish i can be a "one-man island"

Emotions...looks like i have too much of them..like small little "inner mess" demons in my head.
perhaps that's what they really are..

my brain processor is too small to think of all these.

i wanna stare hard at myself and my emotions, to see who i really am..

i thought rest is suppose to be fun and good and jolly merry...

PS: yah..this is my evil twin typing..

::Found::

................[this is a sequence to the post ::Lost::]

(At the Lost counter)

Unknown: Excuse me miss, how can i help you?

Eva: Thank you!! I have found my precious journal!!!!!

Yes i found it!!! ok lah actually i found it already two weeks ago and din bother to post it in my blog, but then i realize ppl start asking me whether i have found my journal or not..haha actually i feel quite love by this small gesture...so, if u haven't ask me personally it's ok, now i tell u...haha

i found it the day i move hall..and it's just laying there silently waiting for me to give it a massive hug once again...OWH~~~

hahaha...thank you thank you journal for didn't run away

=)